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Posts tagged ‘emotional’

Boot Worship That Takes My Breath Away

A few hours before I was to see him, we were discussing our evening. “Blowjobs, clowns, knives, and a cameo by Miss USA?” I asked. “Two of those I can accomodate.” “You have a clown?!” — Deviant tossed the leather pillow on to the floor and pointed to it. “Kneel.” “Yes, Sir.” He placed onto [...]

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Sir’s Straitjacket

I was just asked by Novice Nancy if I could describe what it feels like to be in my Sir’s straitjacket. I sent out a tweet saying I had an overwhelming urge to wear it. That question came back in response. So, here I am. In a single word, I could have easily just said, [...]

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Disquietude, Discontinuity… Durability

I needed… something. I felt as if I had been through a lot lately. Nothing traumatic… but definitely emotionally draining when all stacked together. Stress from work and school were building, some personal stuff was swirling around a bit too much for my taste, and I felt a little disconnected from Deviant. I had traveled from [...]

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Identities, Definitions and Protocols: No Cookie Cutter Answers

I was asked last week if the talks I was having with someone would constitute “mentoring.” I use quotes because I was asked if I would consider it a Fetlife-applicable relationship and add Mentor to my profile. It came with a predefined ideal – not that it’s a bad thing – but it made me [...]

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Silence is Golden. Duct Tape is Silver

He told me I would be punished… but not to the extent I would need the perfidious “punishment panties” again. Thank gods. I hate that red pile of thread; those panties, once so hot and fun, now meant only pain, shame, darkness. Even the word “punishment” – on its own – when coming from Deviant [...]

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