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Posts tagged ‘breakthrough’

Posturing and Kicking the Funk

As a birthday concession, I was asked if I had anything specific in mind for a session. I hadn’t had a session since we were in Seattle almost a month ago… so, after that time period, and coupled with my funk, I asked for something “intense.” I gave some suggestions when asked – I always [...]

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Silence is Golden. Duct Tape is Silver

He told me I would be punished… but not to the extent I would need the perfidious “punishment panties” again. Thank gods. I hate that red pile of thread; those panties, once so hot and fun, now meant only pain, shame, darkness. Even the word “punishment” – on its own – when coming from Deviant [...]

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Musings of a Misstep, a Mindfuck and a Moral (Part II, the session)

I was early. The grey weather persisted and subsequent influx of bad drivers to the Las Vegas valley had me worried about traffic and road safety. I left my house about 30 minutes earlier than normal and still arrived only 15 minutes early. His wife greeted me at the door and after chatting for a [...]

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Therapy: "I don’t need you. You are important."

“Mornin’.” He sends her a message. “It is, yes,” she replies. “I need to resched if you’ll allow.” “Aaahhh, no way. Really? :(“ She feels badly. She knows he had plans for her. Devious, painful plans about which he was very excited. She also knew he had been working hard to put it all together. [...]

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Going Under the Knife. Who Do I Tell?

When I made the decision to have weight loss surgery (WLS), I told no one. Not exactly the smartest move when going forward with something as life-changing as this is. This type of commitment requires a certain level of support that is only found when you are open, honest, and reach out to the people [...]

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Family: The Ties That Bind and Gag, Health & Medical

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