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Posturing and Kicking the Funk

As a birthday concession, I was asked if I had anything specific in mind for a session. I hadn’t had a session since we were in Seattle almost a month ago… so, after that time period, and coupled with my funk, I asked for something “intense.” I gave some suggestions when asked – I always [...]

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Disquietude, Discontinuity… Durability

I needed… something. I felt as if I had been through a lot lately. Nothing traumatic… but definitely emotionally draining when all stacked together. Stress from work and school were building, some personal stuff was swirling around a bit too much for my taste, and I felt a little disconnected from Deviant. I had traveled from [...]

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Identities, Definitions and Protocols: No Cookie Cutter Answers

I was asked last week if the talks I was having with someone would constitute “mentoring.” I use quotes because I was asked if I would consider it a Fetlife-applicable relationship and add Mentor to my profile. It came with a predefined ideal – not that it’s a bad thing – but it made me [...]

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Silence is Golden. Duct Tape is Silver

He told me I would be punished… but not to the extent I would need the perfidious “punishment panties” again. Thank gods. I hate that red pile of thread; those panties, once so hot and fun, now meant only pain, shame, darkness. Even the word “punishment” – on its own – when coming from Deviant [...]

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Interrogation is, ahem, "sew" much fun!

The leadup to that Friday night was… interesting… to say the least. I was told that I would be forever changed and that I was ready for some next-level BDSM play. I was assured that when the night was over, I would experience new things and be ready for more elite play. I interpreted elite [...]

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